In 2019 things were changing. I was nearing 30 and terrified that I wasn't getting anywhere. So I started walking, a lot. I went to therapy, I started to see a way to live with the mental illnesses I'd been ignoring (and will grapple with until I'm dead). I started working on music, not because I wanted some label to put it out or anything, but because it was genuinely gratifying.

I knew I wanted to make something with way less samples, and more synthesizers, and maybe I over-corrected a little bit. But all these years later, I don't know that I'll ever top this one.

Release history: 50x Thermal-printed CD-r in printed sleeves